Messing With the Loose Tooth

It's so hard for me not to think about the financial state i'm in right now. It's a bit like a loose tooth. You know it's going to hurt to push that tooth with your tongue, but yet you keep doing it, out of compulsion or a hope of eventually wearing down the connection enough for the tooth to pop right out. While I know the answers aren't going to change, I keep asking myself the same questions over and over, out of compulsion or a hope that eventually I might see some angle I hadn't before and find a way out. Probably all I'm gonna get is a lot of pain and a mouth full of blood.